Everything changes when you have an almost-three-year-old around the house. For one thing, exhaustion is more frequent (well, count that magnified, with another pregnancy). But on a more joyful, thankful, wonder-inspiring note, Christmas takes on its true magic again: the tree is a marvelous sparkling wonderland of friends who enjoy being taken off to go on adventures around the house; blow up snowmen and Nativity scenes (Carroll Gardens at the height of its decorating prowess, or should I give Halloween that distinction?) are transformed from sinister into sweet; advent candles are special each time; the advent calendar is a mysterious treasure trove; the manger is a holy place again; Jesus is really and truly the sweetest baby Ever.

In honor of seeing the celebration of Jesus's birth through my daughter's eyes, I finally spent some time making--constructing, painting, sewing.  All activities that I say I want to do every day, but usually find excuses not to do. For once, the excuses didn't hold up, and I needed to finish these projects:

The Advent Calendar. A fabric monstrosity I had started cutting and sewing a whole year ago, but which I had given up around Dec. 10, 2010, and which gathered dust for much of 2011 until I put it away in a box for safe keeping. This project needed to be finished, simply because three-year-old girls love to find special treasures in little pockets:
Notice many of the squares/pockets are leaning to the right: I don't seem to be able to sew a straight line. As always with my paintings (particularly technical details like "can you paint acrylic over oil? Hmm, I know you're not supposed to but hey, who said this painting is going to end up in the Met?") and many other of my creations: completion wins out over precision.

So then of course I had to make some treasures to go in those pockets:
This nativity set was my first foray into painting those sweet wooden dolls I love. 
Arranging, especially when it involves a line of objects, or a family, is one of the top activities these days.
The nativity family grows each day, it keeps getting re-worked into new arrangements, like this one:  "Jesus and His family, and a Cup Family."

Mary, Joseph, Jesus and the Angel went to sleep inside a bed made of Tegu blocks. If you can't find Joseph, it's because he's really cozy under that last block on the left. Camel is also having a relaxing moment.

The wreath: made from seeded eucalyptus and seeds of all kinds that Noli and I painted gold, silver and white: 

Featured here are the ubiquitous acorn which never gets old, and the amazing Linden which grows all over Brooklyn, with its whimsical collections of seeds that pop out of the leaves themselves.

Of course we had to feature a magnolia pod. Painted white on Magnolia's suggestion. Good call. I had wanted to stick to just gold and silver for the painted seeds, but the white gave more depth to the finished look.
And finally, the stocking. Sean and I have had these lovely felt stockings made by Hable Construction--a stripey and a Peace--for a few years, and I had been wanting to make another comparable stocking for Noli. It finally happened, with this green one on the left:

Here's hoping we can maintain this energy of creating throughout 2012. It's so much more fun this way.


drawn into scripture

Until recently, I had only been exposed to Jeremy Begbie's work through IAM conferences in NYC, where I had been completely awed by his presentations. This past Spring, I found out that my brother in law Andrew had a friend who was pursuing an M.Div. in the new "Theology and the Arts" program at Duke Divinity, and my ears perked up. So Begbie had brought his great wealth of wisdom and experience honed by writing and presenting on art/faith, and teaching at such prestigious institutions as Cambridge and St. Andrews, to my home state? When I saw that an arts exhibition was related to the upcoming conference, I submitted work. 

Fast forward to this coming Monday October 10: I will be exhibiting a selection of collages and screening my film Spirit Ship at the Arts Fair hosted by the 2011 Duke Divinity School's Convocation and Pastor's School, "Drawn into Scripture: Arts and the Life of the Church." While the conference runs both Monday and Tuesday, the Arts Fair will be happening only on Monday, from 9:30am - 5:30pm, in the Great Hall (next to Page Auditorium), on Duke's Main Campus. Dr. Begbie will speak, as well as author Marilynne Robinson, and Anthony Kelley and the BLAK Ensemble will present the "new blues", in a performance entitled "Instantaneous Infinity…or,Thinking Beyond the Page in Musical and Human Connection and Communication.”  In preparation I have been reading Begbie's book Resounding Truth: Christian Wisdom in the World of Music (2007), and I hope to pick up Robinson's Housekeeping, which I have been meaning to read for some time. 

"All streams run to the sea but the sea is not full" (Ecclesiastes 1:7).  Watercolor on 1918 Encyclopedia page. 6 1/4 x 9 3/4 inches. 2011.

The collages I will be showing will be a combination of works on paper and fabric, with the common theme of incorporating biblical text into the work. The way I use various verses from scripture might be considered "taken out of context," but that is just a way I have found of working that enables me to approach the text in a deeper way. So while I don't hope to comprehend the meaning of the Bible when only taken in fragments, I do want to be open to the Still Small Voice and how it speaks, in whispers and in the unexpected moments. 
"I will gather you," (Ezekiel 22:20). Gel medium transfer, seed, silk, thread on canvas. 2008. 7 x 5 inches.
Juxtaposing those bits of text with my images has become a visual and thought-provoking exercise that keeps me coming back to the text as a living and breathing entity. It was before this, but this act of making just gives it fuller life for me, a visual artist who needs to constantly make and remake the world, in order to understand it, to feel and to truly live.

Mental Decoy and Burlap Arms. Wire, fabric, cat scan. 2000.
I also have two very different, sculptural pieces in the current juried exhibition at the Redeemer Presbyterian Church offices, Looking for Transformation: Inner and Outer Sight.  This show runs from October through January, with an opening on October 7 at 1359 Broadway, Suite 400.


Ellie Balk: Mapmaking in Color and Sound

Ellie at the BRIC Kids Art Opening 2006, with the map she created that featured each of her middle school student's buildings and their respective locations on the map of Brooklyn, NY
In 2006 I was commissioned by BRIC Contemporary Art to make a documentary about an arts-in-education residency in the Williamsburg, Brooklyn middle school IS 49. One of the teaching artists I documented for A Partnership Grows in Brooklyn was Ellie Balk, who was making large-scale maps with her classes based on each student's home in the neighborhood. I was struck by her use of color and the bold style that resulted from her very involved collaborative art/teaching process of mapping the neighborhood, placing each student's home on the map, projecting maps onto the wall, mixing colors, and drawing off then painting the finished product on 6-foot-high wooden panels, which later went on to be exhibited at BRIC Rotunda Gallery in Brooklyn Heights.  I was intrigued by this beautiful, colorful and empowering (to the youth involved) use of mapping, especially because I was personally involved in making my own map paintings at the time.

Double Braids! At Roxy Paine show at James Cohen Gallery.
Ellie and I kept in touch, and began to have fun art adventures around the city . . . here is a video of a case in point: a creative excursion to EyebeamWe kept comparing notes on our similar art-making tendencies and dreams, and soon our conversation evolved to a plot to create a project together. In late 2007 we began planning a collaborative endeavor called Doll Neighborhood, which took shape in the Spring of 2008. Our call-to-artists, series of sewing/making events with 29 local artists, and culminating exhibition and video proved to be a transformative experience. Through it I could see Ellie come alive in her element of shepherding artists through a collective vision, toward an awe-inspiring product. 

Ellie Balk & community, Tillie's Mural Project, 2008
Ever since I have known her, Ellie has been working tirelessly to create community-made murals throughout Brooklyn, particularly in her home neighborhood of Fort Greene/Clinton Hill. She even spearheaded a Mural Arts Fund within the South of the Navy Yard Artist community group, to further her mission of beautifying the public walls in the area. Ellie's murals always involve her community, especially the pre-teen to high school set, and they all carry Ellie's beautiful marks of distinction: that rich, summery, color-field-referencing palette, and those carefully placed lines that create a beautiful symbol of the landscape around the mural, and yet mark a place of their own. This past summer, Ellie took her mural-making to the surface of a piano, and participated as one of artists in Sing for Hope's Pop Up Piano project. Various painted pianos were installed all over the city (see map at link above), and Ellie's was placed near the Prospect Park Carousel in Brooklyn. You can see more information and some videos of people playing Ellie's piano hereBelow are some photos I took, and a short video I put together of the culmination of the project, a performance Ellie did with pianist Samantha Bassler on June 26:

It's all in the details: Toni Ann of Brooklyn Treat Shoppe created cupcakes in the color scheme of Ellie's piano, and she and Ellie arranged them as an extension of the painted lines.
E.S. Frushtick of Project Pause films Ellie as one of the featured New Yorkers in Thru|Lines film project.

Ellie is currently working on her largest-scale mural to date, a 130' section of wall located under the Brooklyn Queens Expressway (BQE). The Soundwaves Mural project, funded by the NEA, all started with lines that Ellie drew, tracking the distance between the hands of nine pianists as they played Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata. Ellie's mission with this project is to "beautify the landscape in the negative space under the BQE." This monumental undertaking is truly an inspirational extension of her Sing for Hope piano painting/performance project, and a wondrous site to behold (which I did this past week, when I visited and saw her painting with her crew from a local high school). I asked Ellie some questions about her work, and this project:  

How do you see this project as an extension of your previous mural projects?

My mural work has been about collecting data and visualizing it in an artistic way.  In the form of a map, graph or web, the work is seemingly abstract when you first look at it, but as the viewer gets closer, they can "read" the image and formalize the data.  In the Soundwaves mural project, I worked with pianists and drew the distance between their hands as they were playing the Moonlight Sonata.  This "data" was then layered together to create an over-all landscape.  In this way, I am mapping out the music.  

Talk a little bit about the convergence of ugliness and beauty in Brooklyn as a whole (since you live and work here) and upon/under the BQE (since you chose this as the location of your mural)?

In doing research about the BQE, I came across this fact:  "Once [Robert] Moses drew his proposed route for the BQE on the map, his engineers were able to transform this "line on a map" into a highway. This often meant clearing block after block of neighborhoods, often in the name of "slum clearance" (source). I was inspired by this insensitive idea of drawing a line on a map to design the highway.  In Clinton Hill, the devastation from this "line" is obvious.  But there is some life that has been springing up on the cut off block between Park and the Navy Yard.  I wanted to create this bright, colorful mural for that community.  It's exciting to work in that area and to start to visualize that space in a different way.  I hope that we can reclaim and better utilize the area under the BQE.

Talk about the choice of Moonlight Sonata, and the relationship of this piece to the BQE.

I feel like the Moonlight Sonata found me, before this mural project was conceived.  Over two years ago I was hanging out with Jazz Musician Mike Brown and I was really inspired by our conversations about improvisation and avant-garde composing.  I became really interested in this idea of composing music through drawing line. He worked with me on my initial ideas of just listening to music.  I have no music training and when we started I was just trying to separate the instruments that I was hearing in compositions.  He started with classical music.  On my own, I continued this journey into learning how to listed and I starting listening Bach, Mozart, and Beethoven.  When I was accepted to paint a piano for the Sing For Hope Piano project, I started concentrating on piano sonatas.  When I heard the Moonlight Sonata, I was so moved by its pace and emotion, I didn't put it down.  In the beginning of this journey, I was drawing the music through headphones. I was drawing with my left and right hand, trying to get the distance between the hands as it was playing.  

But as I mentioned before, I have no musical training, so this line was just as much about pace and emotion as it was about the highs and lows in the tones.  When the mural came about, it seemed obvious to keep with my idea and work with pianists in their studios and draw the distance of their hands as they were playing. This was a journey into learning how to listen and the connections I made with these artists were so sincere to that mission.  The level of collaboration was incredible. I gave the musicians a line drawing that I composed from just listening to the Moonlight Sonata and they have created a score...based on my line!  It's so exciting!  

The placement of this piece under the BQE, just makes sense.  The lines on the mural match the design of the space under the overpass.  The colors are reflective of the buildings near by.  And the lyrical base of the line connects with the sound of the bustling traffic above our heads.  I really hope that one day, I can get the pianists together for a performance where they can play the lines on the mural and compose a new score! 

What are the top two reasons why you love to do community murals?

I love meeting the people who live in the areas that I paint in and the collaborations that grow out of that. I enjoy giving people the opportunity to be part of the piece and claim ownership of their neighborhood.   One of my favorite moments was when I was introducing a mural project at a school near where I had organized a collaborative community mural.  I was going though some slides and a girl in the room yelled out "I did that!"  That's why I love what I do.

Tell us the most amazing thing so far, about this BQE project.

This whole project has come together really smoothly and has been amazing all along the way.  I love the collaboration and connections I have made with the pianists and the community.  I love that this mural is tucked away and has to be found or discovered, and that it fits so perfectly under the overpass.  Working with Meredith from MARP has been great. They have been so supportive and do so much for the community.

What is one thing you are looking forward to in your art and/or teaching?

I am really looking forward to continuing this journey.  I feel that this project is a seed growing and I'm excited that the mural is not the end of it.  We will see where it goes...

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Ellie is still seeking volunteers for this amazing Soundwaves Mural. Ellie and crew will be painting Sun, Sept 25, Mon-Wed, Sept 26-28, and Fri Sept 30, from 11am-2pm and 2-5pm each day. Visit the Soundwaves Mural Under the BQE project blog, or just sign up to volunteer. After the 30th, please take some time to visit the mural itself, at Park Avenue, near Steuben/Grand Streets, under the BQE. You will be glad you experienced this slice of Brooklyn life, music and color. Here are more details, if you'd like to pick up a paintbrush:

Get Involved! Pick up a brush and join us!
• Sign up for a shift (11am-2pm or 2pm-5pm) at http://tinyurl.com/BQE-MuralProject
• Organize a group from your organization or civic group to do a volunteer shift as a team
• Bring a group of students (ages 8+) on a field trip to participate for a shift
• Spread the word to your neighbors and friends, and get them to sign up too!
• Contact Ellie Balk at elliebalk (at) gmail.com or at 718-930-7177, or meredith (at) myrtleavenue.org


last known surroundings

The following video confirms not only that Explosions in the Sky is one of the most mighty, otherworldly bands out there these days, but that their comrades Ptarmak are wonderfully talented as well. Check it out, this will send you out into another dimension:

On that note, Sissy Emmons is my new favorite illustrator. Do you think her amazing piece of work resembles my Village painting at all?


day of the triffids

One of my paintings was featured in Wintergarden's perfectly beautiful and whimsical Etsy treasury, "Day of the Triffids."  I love so many of the other pieces included in this selection . . . for example, Wolfieandthesneak's Pod Poster, which feeds my pod obsession, is something I've been eyeing for a year or more! Also I so love the wonderful watercolors by Gollybard, a shop I check often. Finally, what a wonderful undersea world Magnolia Moonlight created in the aptly named View from a Little Submarine Window! And for any of those out there (like myself) wondering just what a triffid is, why of course, it's " a tall, mobile, carnivorousprolific and highly venomous fictional plant species." Indeed. Worth some further exploration!


CSA: See Some Art

We joined the Red Hook CSA, and life is looking brighter by the minute. This is week one and it's already feeling like water in the desert, especially after months of missing the Park Slope Food Coop's heavenly cheap and great organic produce (that's another story), compounded by the horrors of Fairway and Trader Joe's produce . . . Needless to say, Community Supported Agriculture is the way to go. And Added Value Community Farm is rocking it out with urban gardening and community activism at is best. These line drawings/watercolor paintings, the first in what will be an ongoing CSA series, are for sale in my Etsy shop.
Garlic Scape
Snap Pea

little dresses

So it seems that having a daughter breeds sewing-of-cute-dresses, so I've made a few over the past two and a half years. For one baby dress I used a lovely super-soft Japanese fabric with many cute animals, combined with a silky polka-dot that had begun as a skirt of mine, then been transformed into pillow cases, and finally presented itself as a complementary fabric.
 Once I cut up an old sweatshirt and turned it into a dress for both Magnolia and her doll Susie too.
Some that Magnolia hasn't worn now need to find homes, and two are for sale in the Curious Urchin shop.  One for a baby, another for a toddler, both featuring beautiful Dwell fabrics.
 This next piece was a gift for another baby, an experiment with two fabrics that I loved:
 Now, I'm off to deal with this insane pile of fabric that I keep saying I am going to use!


among the thousands

There we are, second row down, eighth from left
Etsy did a call for sellers to come out for a photo shoot back in the Winter, and so the girl and I went out to the city for an adventure.  We had fun waiting our turn and having our picture taken in a light-filled loft in midtown, but then I forgot about it and it only just now occurred to me to look for the magazine. Turns out that we made the cut! And we (yes, Magnolia is there too....looks like the youngest Etsy seller of the bunch!) made our way into the April issue of Inc. magazine. Seeing as how I'm just one of 400,000 Etsy sellers, hundreds of whom were photographed that day, and dozens of whom ended up in a feature spread in the magazine, I'm not surprised that I never received official notification that I had made it to print. My Etsy jewelry shop has not received any spikes in sales (though on Halflight I did sell 7 paintings to one person the other day, what a lovely treat!), so I can't say that this form of press was effective for me personally, but the adventure in the loft was worth doing!  See pictures for evidence of one of NYC's hidden treasures, Gary's Loft.  And here's a link to the article itself.